Lucifer My Lifelong Dream Destroyed I am about to admit the most shallow, egotistical part of myself I can think of. You ready? Since I was very small, I have dreamed of being famous. Now, I don't think that's a terribly shocking thing for many people. Before the current culture'
genderqueer magic How to Steer Toward Community During Great Loss So tell me if this sounds like you because I have heard it from a lot of people lately. You are a spiritual person feeling acutely the absence of people in your life. Either you're recently losing significant friendships that you're grieving or you've
acupuncture First Time Follies with the Trickster Devil Two months ago, I started a spiritual relationship with Demon Emperor and Prince of Darkness Lucifer. So far, this has turned out significantly less dangerous than former Christians in my life would have assumed. That said, as of extremely recently (like a few hours prior to this writing), my belief
Lucifer Resolving Rejection, Moving Past Soulmates, and Co-regulating with Deities I have major trauma and resulting emotional regulation issues around real and perceived rejection. This started at home with my parents, who apparently talk very positively about me to other people, but did not raise me with unconditional regard nor ability to sit with my emotions. To compound the issue,
queer community A Soul In Progress (Moving Update!) I give an update on my moving process, a fun new polytheist deity relationship, and how I foresee this new era being truly transformative for me.
apollo How My Polytheistic Relating to Deities Has Evolved Overtime "Hey, uh, sorry I was acting like such a freak when we first met. I was kind of going through it, as you know," I said the other day toward the planetary god Mars. "(It is fine,)" Mars emanated back. He refers to images of a
