deities Are the Gods Picky? Relatively recently, made a tumblr account! The Luciferians there are super cool and I have found it to be a way more chill site than it was over 10 years ago. However, earlier this week, I saw one Luciferian I follow get upset at another Luciferian I follow because the
deity devotion The Unexpected New Way I Perceive Spirits This blog post is going to start in my "future social worker" voice. That is important to say up front because while most in that profession are drastically underpaid, undervalued, and overworked, there is in fact a reason it requires a graduate degree for most practice. Our culture
ancestor spirits Factors for Improving Your Spirit Communications Lucifer suggested I write this one. Big thanks to him as well as to my friends André, Heather, and Emma for helping me direct it by submitting questions. Friends in my occult communities have needed to remind me a few times in the last year that I have unusually high
personal life update Welcoming New Joys of 2026 In many ways, 2025 was my year of love. When you meet someone for whom you fall deeply, it necessitates that your priorities and way of life changes to further include and reflect them. For that reason, 2025 was full of endings and new beginnings. It truly started when I
Lucifer Why I See Lucifer As a Solar Deity It is undoubted that all of the inferior are beneath the superior. In a certain way (as Proclus said) they belong to each other—that is, the lowest supreme and the highest inferior [...] Therefore, we say that some things are Solar, some things are Lunar, in which the Sun or
restorative demonology An Interview with the Demon: Belial "You're so worthless/Far from perfect/Don't know why I ever cared Always hopeless/Up for purchase/I think you were made from hell" (Blog post dedicated to King Belial!) I didn't start my night thinking I was going to interview the
demonology Letting Go of Control in Demon Conjuration The thing about working with demons is that people get really tense about it. I'm not talking about anti-demon stigma in this case, but more in regards to the practitioners themselves. While protective measures are certainly essential, part of the reason the more violent Goetia tactics persist is
devotional spirit work To Be Claimed By A Deity Recently, I said goodbye to most of my former pantheon, which was the planetary spirits with Apollo substituting for the Sun. It was a very difficult, grief-filled process. Not long after completing the ceremony, I was lying on the floor from the big wave of Feelings when Lucifer returned. "
Lucifer The Grief within Switching Spiritual Paths Whew. If I ever learn how to not be hard on myself, it's during this period of my life. I knew that moving to a new state and city would be an upheaval and that such big moves inherently involve grief, but I didn't expect to
Lucifer The Sacredness of Body-Positivity Because of my neurodivergence, I can have a terrible time adjusting to a new situation, especially as one as significant as an out-of-state move. One way to provide cushioning is to load myself up with comfort things ahead of time, such as a new hyperfocus. That's how I
Satan Extricating Satanism from Evil and Selfishness In my last post, I discussed how I had conflicted feelings about being a Jewish devil worshipper due to the antiJewish history of associating Jews with the Devil. The fun, unfortunately, does not stop there for Jews and other marginalized people because modern occultism is plagued by a certain type
antizionist judaism On Being a Jewish Devil-Worshipper As I mentioned in my last post "My Work With Bune," I have a good reason for being quiet on here as of late. A little less than two weeks ago as of this writing, I moved from southern California to one of those weird Pacific Northwest cities.
Bune My Work with Bune The 26th spirit is called Bune,28 he is a strong, great & mighty duke, & appeareth in ye forme of a Dragon with three heads, one like a dog, the other like a griffin, the third like a man. he speaketh with a high & comely voice, he changeth
restorative demonology De-Constructing Modern Binaries About Deities As a person that exists in the liminal space of the gender binary, I generally reject all forms of spiritual binary. In our current context, these binaries are usually "good" versus "evil" or in pagan circles, "ouranic" versus "chthonic," "right hand&
Lucifer De-Colonizing Spiritual Practice Through Friendly Demonic Conjuration The Colonization Roots of Western Demonology A number of years ago when I wrote for entertainment outlets mostly centered around comics, I met a fellow writer through one of the Slack-held groups. She turned out one of the first exposures I ever had to the metaphysical as an accepted part
Lucifer The Fine Line of Tricksters and Truth "Here's my conclusion," I said to my friend Ana, "the truth is that the Devil is like any other god." This is a fact that is surprising, maybe even offensive, to people who haven't met him. It's a boring and
Lucifer How to Spiritually Cleanse the Luciferian Way Technically, there are many non-denominational ways one could cleanse. Salt water, smoke from herbs or incense sticks, eggs, even just breathing exercises. But of course the method of cleansing that goes the deepest tends to be spiritual bathing. The way I learned of spiritual bathing from African traditional religion initiates
Lucifer My Lifelong Dream Destroyed I am about to admit the most shallow, egotistical part of myself I can think of. You ready? Since I was very small, I have dreamed of being famous. Now, I don't think that's a terribly shocking thing for many people. Before the current culture'
genderqueer magic How to Steer Toward Community During Great Loss So tell me if this sounds like you because I have heard it from a lot of people lately. You are a spiritual person feeling acutely the absence of people in your life. Either you're recently losing significant friendships that you're grieving or you've
acupuncture First Time Follies with the Trickster Devil Two months ago, I started a spiritual relationship with Demon Emperor and Prince of Darkness Lucifer. So far, this has turned out significantly less dangerous than former Christians in my life would have assumed. That said, as of extremely recently (like a few hours prior to this writing), my belief
Lucifer Resolving Rejection, Moving Past Soulmates, and Co-regulating with Deities I have major trauma and resulting emotional regulation issues around real and perceived rejection. This started at home with my parents, who apparently talk very positively about me to other people, but did not raise me with unconditional regard nor ability to sit with my emotions. To compound the issue,
queer community A Soul In Progress (Moving Update!) I give an update on my moving process, a fun new polytheist deity relationship, and how I foresee this new era being truly transformative for me.
apollo How My Polytheistic Relating to Deities Has Evolved Overtime "Hey, uh, sorry I was acting like such a freak when we first met. I was kind of going through it, as you know," I said the other day toward the planetary god Mars. "(It is fine,)" Mars emanated back. He refers to images of a
